jiayous dom(: everythings done will be reflected soon enough.

Hmm,
i have no idea what to type.

You know, sometimes i really start to reflect on the choices that i have made in my entire life up till now.
When i was young, i choosed to play and fool around in primary school,
and didnt really study much.
Ended up with a PSLE agg of 217.

Went to sec sch,
although was not those kind of damn good school or what,
at least i could be sure that i had a happiest portion of my life spent there with my friends.
I took up table tennis as a cca because i was lazy to fill in the CCA application form.
I took up basketball because i played soccer and it seriously spoils my school shoes.
Due to my dad's complains, i stopped kicking and started bouncing balls.

I was not a very good kid when i was in sec 1 and 2.
But i had the time of my life in 2A3, with chew and whole gang.
I learnt alot,
broke many rules,
received the same amount of punishment that i was supposed to get.
Sec2,
I got into a better class,
or if not the best class in my school, and started studying.
And i choosed to work hard for what i wanted,
to get into a JC to be with someone.
And then i started to get some good grades, and i really could see how hardwork can get me rewared.
I studied, played,
did MANY silly things, and eventually scored 12 points during O levels.

Had more of a diemma either to go to poly, or a JC.
Started to work, to experience working, and to learnt something more about relationships, and life.
And what it was all about.
Choose to go to a Jc.
I wanted to join basketball, like what jason said about not letting any restrictions stop you from getting what you really want.
but there was a interview that day for westzonelinecamp1,
and i eventually joined.
And became a counciler holding the idea to learn more, to get as much exposure as possible,
to learn and enjoy.
And i became a house captain, holding much responsibilities than what you people may see that i have.
And then came ZheJiang, one of the 3 times in total where i went to china for interaction.
I Gained alot, but lost alot.
Like him, and much more.
But it was another event that i would remember for the rest of my life.
And then studying for promos,
and i got promoted, but didnt do very well.
And now, im trying to cope with much work and such.
Orentation SCDC IC.
And i think im not doing a good job, as in not doing the best or reaching the best that i can be.
I wanna be perfect,
really and seriously, so that my com. members would not have to worry or be scolded.
But realised that i was doing the wrong things.
I was actually not helping by doing things for others.
I wanted to be helpful but didnt work out in the end.

He talked with me that night which made me reflect alot.
What is more important?
What are my responsibilities?
What do I want out of this?
What can i do for him?
What does this all mean to me?

I had my answers already.
somehow, during that night.

And i wanna wait for the day when i look back and say.
'Dom, Ithink you've really did something, gone though something that you would remember for the rest of your life.''
Yeaa.

.Zhi you.
Dang cuo le shi hou cai ming bai.
.

Block maths test tml.Workhard.

YAWN
:)

Kinda like the weather today, hehe.
Kinda felt guilty for not wishing yingshi happy birthday =(
So, have a great belated one =D
Oh yah, and teesiong too.

Okay,
the weather's cold and im going to yunnan this friday.
7 days and its kinda slack.
Im tired and i want to sleep.
Hungry but dontwant to eat.

Actually i do.
hahax.
Just went though some blogs, and i have the same feeling over and over again.
Sorry cant go down to bball ytd eh, i nid to stock up on stuff.
Sorry!

Hmm,
i dont know what else to say.
Im feeling retarded.
i miss alot of people=(
Sigh.

Okay, now talk about work eh,
i havent burn disc coz nid to check the format yet,
havent get all my stuff yet.
Seems quite litte to do eh.
hehe.
Im wearing contacts now and its UNcomfortable.
I broke my white one,
and new one on wed.
Thats like 3 days -_-Hope i dont bump into anyone.

And i have a good computer at home which is better than this one which is spoiled for like 2 months.
No body wants to repair it. Sellfish. hehe.
okay, tired.

I'll go to school later,
play ball,
check disc,
study abit
and then sleep. ^^

Life is getting more and more comfy by the day.
Cause i finally kind get MORE sleep. Yea:)

I think i wanna ask ang out this week or so.
I dunno.
See if anything pops up(usually it does)

And the planning for J2 aligment house camp and sportsmeet is going to start soon yea.
And im promoted and got like 400+ hours for CIP
hehe=D

Obama's elected, thats a great relive rather than McCain.
Lets observe what he does.

Thats all u have bah.
Lets go check out moo moo's blog.
 
Bye and have a fantastic monday
And good luck too all my seniors taking A's:)

Oh yes.
And slipping through my fingers is one special song, the one sang on saturday.
Kinda reminds me of somethings.

moodless
lets play maple, shall we?
^.^

I suddenly realise how void my life is.
Quote of this year:
People who are at the top are alone, because not many can make it there.

 

Thats why they're lonely.

OKAY,
before is sink into depression, lets talk about my life.
Firstly, i re-read the previous post and realised that it was somewhere posted in term 3.
So, i havent posted anything for months and for that im sorry yah. =(

No matter how happy i am, i just cant forget the fact that I have alot of things to do and accomplish.
I can be happy, but i cant be happy and free like i used to be in the past.

Hmm, and another general remark, i sort of appericate the kind of class bonding that we had in sec. school and i realise how important and valuable that was.
I WANT IT BACK~!

Afew resolutions,
im going to devote time into playing basketball after promos=)
im going to sharpen my cooking skills =P  (If i have)
im going to catch up with Fong and rest of them.
Im going to come up plans for the house before the end of the term
im going to be EWEB IC IDONTCARE in Orentation 2009
im going to Kbox someday
im going to get drunk like the rest of them someday.`
yea.

....


Tml's my last physics paper.
Chem was err, unpredicatable
and maths was drastically easy.

Little worried about chem,
think can pass or score but who knows what would happen?

Physics ah, hope that it'll be easy lor.
Gad sent a msg just now.
SLAM(Im part of this committee) gonna meet tml after the paper and then theres one council one.
Sigh, cant get real rest.
im sinking into nagging again.

Oh yea, the 530pm show on teevee is great i've been catching it for weeks.
Some old teevee drama serial which is fantastically nice.

Milk's scary nowadays and walter sent a crude msg to me about that.
Sigh, china products can be scary nowadays eh.
Really simphatize the babies there.
And the brand is quite reputable there somemore.
Jian shang.

Oh yah,
Monday was my birthday,
and thanks for everything=)
wont list them in order
thanks for making it a special 17 for me:
Jocelyn TeeKai syria fatgad:) howsun chengyi Tommy Jessica Egoh Yihui(tauhui) hidayah huimui theresa burb wai tzzzz anges walter aik song hannisah alyssa christopher 
wahalotlei
jianyun amirah dixion rena sharry shana keming xihong hanlyn zhuqing and chooon
for the pooh and piglet
and
adeline jinghang huiling yingshi who at least didnt forget me.
=]
THANKYOU.
and i love the unpredictable chocolates=D in the bear.

And tml is someone else's.
Just remembered that suddenly...
Happy birthday.

YAwN, im tired already!
hols are coming soon and so is orentation 2009.
And that JAYCHOU newalbum!
woo, i heard one of the songs on radio ytd and i love it=D
THats the only 3 things that im looking forward too.
And you too before i forget.




OKAY, take a bath and take huiling's power nap=)
MUhahaha
i suddenly miss moo.
Heard that she's working as a relief teacher eh.
Hope the students drive her nuts=D



byeandbyeandbyeandenditallnexttime=)
 

5.03 am and its hard.
Im deciding to sleep for an hour or so before going to school or not.
I really hate decision making.
Why cant i have like only one option?
It really spares the trouble to decide.

I think if i dont manage my time well,
im gonna crack real soon.
Like a peanut.
Hmm,
no
more like a walnut:(

Im really tired about watching my own actions and everything i do.
Really.
And with council work and homework and its comes out to be a big heap of things to settle.
And im gonna step down if i dont get 70/90 for term 3 score. 
=(
forcedtostepdown.

Anyways, just a few random thoughts:
I Miss HuiFong alot.
He called me like 2 weeks ago, and i was super shocked.
I really miss him, but i cant find the time to chat:(
I swear im gonna ask him out again the end of this year.
Really..
If i dont get retained that is.
=(

Why should life be so stressful?
I dont get it =(

I Miss my old secondary school.

I Miss basketball.

I've been eating KFC like every 2 days.
And im getting sick of it, but still would have the urge to eat.
I think they put addictive stuff inside the chicken=(
I dont miss KFC currently.

I miss watching naruto the whole day in my room eating chips and drinking pespi twist.

I miss eating with my family down at those coffee-shop resturants.

I miss my OG. Hmm, i dunno.

I miss my really really nice pencil that went missing. =(

I miss ALL my old friends and teachers.

Sigh.
Nowdays its better,
at least i get regular sleep.
Before the holidays i only get to sleep like 4 hours on average?
Not considering the time i sleep in class lahh.

At least now i can sleep until i wake up naturally.
hahas, i think my noodles are soggy already.
Hope i dont fall ill again,
really sucky feeling=(
And jeremy locked up my mediene. GRR.

ZheJiang should be mostly done.
My House Com. is okay, i think has the least problems.
Studies is terrible,
and maths Common test is like 2 days away.
No.
One day.
sigh,

i'll get over it soon enough ya.

Just feeling naggy and tiredddd.